Yesterday was almost perfect.. almost.. :/
It was also a smack in the face.
I mean of course he can’t, Eli. Come on. He just can’t do that.
But, in other news. I’m happy. I think I might have a “home” now.. just need a job so I can stay..
I went to visit my “little sister” Sara, and ALL her teammates fell in love with me. They each took turns sitting in my lap in the dugout, especially this little Alex. She was the tiniest, quietest, and shyest, yet she LOVED me.
Why am I not a mom, yet?
My heart melted when she realized I came to watch her game. She just dropped her things and yelled “Elizabeth!!!” and ran into my arms into a swing hug..
Why am I not a mom, yet?
Ugh. Going to clean Michael’s house. Did all his laundry yesterday and some dishes. Tonight I’m cleaning carpets and doing more dishes. Toodles.
Another friend pregnant, think I’ll spend tonight eating too much, drinking too much and crying my heart out.
I don’t like to let it get to me but tonight the bad times win. I’m just to hormonal and emotional to try and stay happy.
same.











